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My Holographic 45.6, and my recent trauma informed personal growth work
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My Holographic 45.6, and my recent trauma informed personal growth work
I’ve had Ceres, Pallas and Vesta in my Holographic 45 for quite some time now. It appears they are all finally arrived at the 45.6 now. I had a sudden urge to look at the chart just now, so I think I got a bump from the Moon in the transits, she is 45.1 so must have recently entered the gate.
The Barrett quote for 45 line 6 struck me: “When the sacrifices and demands feel like too much, its natural to express emotion. The messy extremes of feeling are not wrong, and you do not need anyone’s permission to give voice to your sorrow. Break through the blocks to communication; make yourself heard.”
This is going very much in line with my trauma informed work lately. I was in session where you break out into small groups, the conversation in the small group struck a chord and I was crying. In touch with my deeper emotions around being seen. I usually avoid having people see me cry. I generally follow my strong urge to go and cry by myself. So I realized it was time to cry in from of the group, it was probably at minimum 60 women the full class is 400-500 women. I did it because I knew I had to unwind that habit. Also this trauma informed learning class / group is a really safe group with how the organizers have set it up.
Ceres is in the holo design, and the other two in personality. Making a channel with from Design Venus and Eris in 21.5. Pallas joined the other two in 45.6 sometime in May and this session I am referring too happened in June.
Just wanted to share.
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